(4) Sometimes I can’t see you anymore. I forget things about you, and I’m afraid that I’m losing us… like the way you smelled, and the sound of your voice, and the way you felt in my arms.
for 19 years I have walked alone. Yes, I have let a few people in along the way but I end up left broken and even more alone. I have never let a person all the way in as I fear the consequences. I am alone.