I dont know where my head is anymore. Most of the time I just think it would be better to give up, let what ever happens happen. The rest of me doesn’t want to hurt anyone. But I feel like I am hurting everyone anyway. I dont know what to do…
for 19 years I have walked alone. Yes, I have let a few people in along the way but I end up left broken and even more alone. I have never let a person all the way in as I fear the consequences. I am alone.